What's wrong with me?

I've been feeling horrible. My body is tired. I have the shakes during the day. I'm nauseous at night (no, I'm not preggers). My temper is short. My hormones have been all out of whack (I almost totally broke down crying in church today). I'm kind of a hot mess.

We're trying to figure it out.

My doctor has two ideas at present, either my mono (which I had when I was 18 or so) has kicked back up, or my adrenal glands are out of whack for who knows what reason. I'm thinking it's my adrenals, but once I mentioned the mono thing to my husband, he claimed that it must be mono because he's been feeling so horrible for so long too (so tired and always feels like he's getting a cold).

This has been going on since November. I've been trying to hide it in my day-to-day life, but why? I don't feel like myself.

We are tired. So very tired. My husband was so kind to come home a bit early one day last week - just so I could lay on the couch and rest. It makes me want to cry just thinking about how much I love that man and appreciate his support - even when he's not feeling well...

This pic of my man and my 1st born makes me smile like crazy...so I wanted to share it with you. I just love it.

But anyway. That's why it's been quiet here. I'm tired. I'm out of it. I don't have much energy for anything. I have a ton of draft posts, but no real content. My brain is mush. I'm tired (oh sorry, did I say that already?).

I'm taking a bunch of supplements in hopes of things improving, so please send a little prayer that it helps. 2 days in and I'm not feeling better (call me impatient...). Doctor's orders are to get more blood work done in 2 weeks if these supplements don't help. At this point, I just really want an answer - and to be filled with energy again.

I want to feel better! I'm tired of this!

There you have it. My feelings. My honesty...right here on the wide open internet. Hope I'm not complaining too much. I just really want to feel better.